
You’re at home. Priorities, concerns, handling of money and dealing with the collection of physical accoutrements are placed before you. You observe life, you fall into it, and then suddenly one day a choice presents itself.
You feel a desire to leave everything: your work, your friends, your life behind. It is the inevitable moment of choice: shall you choose the same rigorous routine, or a whole new dream, unknown and only imagined.
Which will you push aside?
There was the time in my life when the choice arose. I remember it specifically: I could have shrug my shoulders and assumed that playing the role of a “normal” life is what I had been selected to play; or I could instead drop everything and disregard the responsibilities that beckoned me into a deepening well of apathy.
I regarded the two choices (go with it or change it) with all my senses, and then I threw them aside. I decided to follow the choice presenting the illimitable possibilities within this world.
I listened to my heart and soul and disregarded the insignificant. I dreamed of travel. I yearned for the freedom of exploration. My heart and soul whispered of tales abroad among a new life of transformation.
It was simple.
I packed the few possessions I thought I needed and left with a flexible ticket to the Orient.
There, I realized I didn’t need anything I had first suspected, and so I emptied my sack of all the perceived necessities and placed myself in the hands of my new environment.
With my mind lightened and my worries about necessities eased, my awareness expanded away from the pack upon my shoulders to my surroundings. This observance immediately came full circle, returning me to an original recognition of the potential that rested within me.
Suddenly, traveling became an immersion into inner experience.
My lifestyle transformed from the ordinary railway line of dead-ahead tracks that began with my birth (ending with my inevitable death) — to that of something entirely different.
Prior to my traveling transition, I longed to see as far ahead into the future as possible. From as early as I can remember to as recent as the present day, society told me what to do, where to go and what to aspire towards.
I was assured through this dependence that the highest education and the most respected career would bring me happiness. The future was what I needed: that was where my happiness lied, and subsequently, would forever be. I sincerely believed it.
But then my lifestyle became an inner journey.
I no longer strained to peer into a remote future, but stopped far short and inhaled. I breathed in the present moment and realized that in this very slice of existence-right before me, existing nowhere else-happiness prevailed and awaited inside me.
Travel, and the immersion into an inner experience, begets more and more-and more-travel. It’s not an addiction. Nor is it a habit of escapism. It is a transformation of lifestyles. True travel is a place of opening yourself to the processes of inner journeying.
It is laying down the arms of ordinary life and undertaking a new style wholly involving oneself and the world abroad. It is a return to the recognition of who you are, where you came from and where you’re going within the mass of global evolution.
I was traveling and this was my dream. With this simple decision to follow my heart, I reclaimed my own destiny. Without it I was not myself, and with it I could do anything.
My life became a spiritual journey.
Cameron Karsten is the new spiritual travel editor for Brave New Traveler. Each week he will explore the emerging art and practices of spiritual travel.
Have you ever been faced with a similar choice in your life? Please share your thoughts in the comments.
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That first step was riveting, and in fact, it never goes away. I find my self presently back to square one… I thought I left it and evolved. In reality, we are always at square 1, revolving in a continuous circle with life and returning to the present moment. I am now excited and anxious as well, uncertain as to where the future will take me. My feet are in both worlds- home and abroad- and I want both.
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I am at that crossroad as well, I have faith that my chosen path and profession is one of passion and harmony, but I feel gravity dragging me to some unknown (travel) destination before I sink into my work. I have never traveled as an adult and am now 23 rather introspective already and a little to reserved i suppose. I am planning on going to europe but tend to shy away from discos and clubs, india sounds more like me. That was a beautiful article and I hope I find myself as you did. Any advice on solo travel and self discovery?
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Im heartened to hear others in such indecision and discovery. Traveling alone can be all the more invigorating and scary. I hear India is especially dangerous to travelers. Be careful and enjoy! Ireland is Amazing is you ever get the chance…
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Spiritual travel is wonderful as it comebines fun and adventure with personal growth. China is a great environment filled with temples and diverse culture to move your spirit. Get past the language barrier with our help and into the real culture. You won’t be a tourist you you will be an explorer! See http://www.talesoftheorient.org
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It's good to know you aren't alone in feeling the longing to go…. this wanderlust. I'm in the same boat. But being that i'm in my first year of college, with an unreliable job, and currently engaged, I dont know what to do, or even where to start.
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cameron, i thought i had taken the 1st step & travelled but here i am again at square 1. I had the same feeling of breaking free & travelled to nepal last december, but here i am again yearning for something more. I thought it was a one time thing a quick fix. Thanks for your article nice one and checked ur site too excellent.
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With spiritual travel you may journey far but the real journey is the one deep inside of you - that is the true mystery. Sometimes taking a spiritual journey with a good teacher is the key. That's how I got started and I loved the process so much it is now the focus of my life! I invite to to take a peek at http://www.journeysofthespirit.com
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